I wish I could bottle this motivation I have right now, take it out and inhale it whenever I feel the need.
I let the tears swell up, and think all these fucked up thoughts and then suddenly I think to myself “I’ll be over this shit tomorrow”.. Then I wonder was I really sad and I tricked myself into believing that I’ll be over whatever tomorrow or am I completely emotionally unstable? I like to think it’s the former but it’s probably a mixture of both. Oh well..
and I still think to myself no one understands me. That’s not normal.
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